I hate money.

I hate money so much. For my dad's birthday and Christmas I wanted to get him the best gift ever since I've never been able to give him a gift that my mom didn't buy lol SO! I came up with this idea. He and I love hockey and would always watch it together. Well for Christmas I'll be back home in VA and it just so happens his FAVORITE hockey team NY Rangers VS. my favorite hockey team Capitals only 3 hours away from where we live!!! AH! It would be amazing to go with him! However tickets cost about $254 per person.....
I'd have to buy the tickets NOW to get good seats.

*sigh* I have the money but I should NOT spend it since I need it for college books. My mom was willing to pay for 1 ticket but she still thinks it's not a good idea for me to buy the ticket. THIS IS A LIFT TIME CHANCE!
AHHHH! Not buying the ticket and not being able to go with my father just makes me feel like shit. Idk why. I feel like we NEED to go. Like I have this feeling it's my last chance to spend with him...? Idk why I feel like that but I just do and this is an amazing chance! When will the next time come that I'm home, have money, and our 2 teams play each other? Most likely NEVER. Who knows if I have money next year. We must live in the moment now! I rather go to an amazing game with my father and be poor the rest of my life then to do nothing. ARG!

_{* COMMISSIONS OPEN! I've gotten 2 money commissions so far! Excited since no one really wants to commission me lol, so I'll take what I can get! Thank you!}

Oh btw boy in my class that is trying REALLY hard to go on dates with me, you should know I have AMAZING hearing and I heard you and your lame friend make a bet on how long you'd last with me if we dated. I'll bet MY LIFE you won't even get to date me for 5 mins yet alone a day. I don't like little boys I like men and hun you are NOT a man. You are like the total opposite of me so why would I date you!? Your are blonde(Sorry I hate blonde guys), You don't like tattoos(Ima be covered in tats), you don't like tea(WTF I LOVE IT!), and the big one you don't play video games....(OMG it's my life lol)
Oh and btw I don't find what you said "I'd skip our math class but then I would get to see you (:" to be cute at all. You've only known me for 2 weeks! Plus I leave Wyoming in a year... Gah. Guys are stupid. I'm not a girly girl, I don't need to be treated like one. I have nooo problem beating your face in if I had to. Hehe! Don't mess with me wussy boys. I may seem innocent but I have soul in my rage like you have never seen.

Sorry guys just needed to get my frustration out!